Hola Paloma!
…Hola, senor.
Como estas?
Bien, senor.
Estas seguro?
No.
….Estoy enferma.
Oh? Por que?
No se, senor, son allergias.
Y estoy enferma todas las dias.
…Hehehe…
Y es comico, Paloma?
No, senor, pero..
Te ries.
Don’t they seem to have all the freedom in the world?
No matter what tabloids, newspaper, and the TV says about them, they can wander around with out fear. But I bet they weren’t always fearless.
No one is born fearless.
Or maybe they do pop in to the world with brave hearts and happy minds, although contradictory to the incessant screaming. But it’s necessary, the screaming is necessary to live.
The celebrities must close their doors and scream, just like their brave baby lungs did when they started life.
I want to be a celebrity, with the paparazzi, the make-up and hair, the beautiful house and wardrobe, the fans chasing after you everyday, the solace of a home away from the world, and everyone talking about me every second of the day.
But even a celebrity has to be good at something to be where he or she is in the first place.
There is no way out of working hard. Gah.
Show me the way to your heart
How can I bear hiding myself from you?
All I want is some happiness
Why did it come down to you?
No, I don’t think I can fight it any longer
Could you tell me why I like you?
As always, nobody can saw why.
Really, even I don’t know
Right now I wish to be led in the right direction
It’s scary not knowing which way to go
Calming down is not an option
Karma, come help me now
Mabe it’s just me, but this is so obvious, isn’t it?
Feeling like this before, I’m not so unhappy, I’m actually elated. But it’s different now, and apparently it’s better than the prior somebody who is now a nobody.
My writing is falling to pieces. God help me, I’ve only ever trusted in you. If it’s supposed to happen, let it. I’ll live my life like my heart wants me to.
SO I watch a bit of Disney Channel. :]
I think Miley Cyrus’s show is great. It’s pretty funny and cute. But in my opinion…who really makes the show? Jason Earles and Emily Osment (Jackson and Lily).
And for the longest time, I’ve wanted them to be TOGETHER.
My childish dreams come true on November 16th ON NOVEMBER 2nd (Yay!), with the season 3 episode “He Ain’t A Hottie! He’s My Brother!” 😀
Far away, but yay! I have a feeling the writer saw that it needed to happen. Either that or they read fanfics on the Internet. LOL. Originally I was the “Loliver” fan, because of my natural Ron/Hermione instinct. But, I began to love seeing the two quirky blondies being close, and not just because she’s Miley BFF – their characters have some chemistry!
Disney Channel is the most colorful channel EVER. Holy crud. Look at that lovely Lackson picture I stole from here (Disney True Mania blog). Do you not see the poppin’ colors of the night? I’ll tell you one thing… my pm’s aren’t this bright!
sad relieved listing
confused thinking too much listening
lost paris shining
angry nervous esperanzas
wants you refreshed eating at my head
can’t have it talking to you no time
destroyed dancing you’re so fake
betrayed love me i wish i were you
unhappy why i wish i were with you.
I’m basically walking away, leaving you behind, but you aren’t feeling anything.
I’m sure I feel like this today, but tomorrow, we will be best friends again.
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Basically…
You do a lot of hard work, and finally, when gets right to it, one little thing could screw you up.
Your parents spend all this time taking care of you, but one day you decide to do drugs. BANG.
You spend all night writing an essay, but when you finally get to class it’s not to be found and one day late leaves you with a zero. BANG.
The earth was alive for many years, sustaining liife, and taking care of its inhabitants. Then, we decide to drill for oil, pollute the air, and kill it’s atmosphere, all in one shot. BANG.
You love someone forever, and you think nothing could ever change that, but one day, you find out the feeling wasn’t ever mutual. BANG.
Eating at a fancy restaurant where there couldn’t possibly any flies, you get served some amazing soup that costs 30 dollars, only to watch as a lonely fly happens to die and fall right in your bowl. PLOP.
Bad luck is so inconsequential. Or is it really bad luck?
Maybe we live to fail. That’s so weird. Why would we live to fail? Are we doing too much in life? Should we just be sitting around and not trying? Perhaps things would then turn out better.
But really, failure just makes life a bit interesting.
*****
my song: Big Bang – Haru Haru
DJ Makai will release his album “Star” on 9.24.08.
I found this song on Friday.
For three days straight, until my MP3 player’s battery ran out, I listened to this song.
It’s been a legit non-stop dance party in my head!
I love Micky. I really think I love him. But since I would never have a chance with him, I’d have to admire him first. He’s got a beautiful voice and works so hard. And he’s only getting better. If I have to work towards something, it’s to try and be as big of a success as he is.
A lot of people don’t like DBSK. Normally, I would be so cautious of those anti-fans, because I really don’t want to help fuel their horrendous actions against something as trivial as a boyband. I don’t understand their purpose, really. They need to get a life, and stop hating. If you aren’t a fan, say so. Don’t destroy people.
This song is awesome.
Listen and download if you like. :]
This is a new thing I’ll do regularly, I guess. A compilation of clothes, shoes, accessories, etc, that I like and have stumbled across while wardrobe modifying. 😀
SO! All these pictures are not mine. From places like Nordstrom, Banana Republic, Old Navy, Gap, H&M, Forever21, and places.
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These are clothes I like!
Nordstrom: Donna Morgan Jaquard Shift Dress – $78.00 on sale!
Old Navy: Goddess Graphic Tee – $14.50
Old Navy: Roll Up Camp Shirt – $14.99
Gap: Cropped Double Breasted Vest – $54.00
Gap: Tiered dress – $58.00
Nordstrom: Columbia “Luxor Lake” Hoodie – $49.90
Old Navy: Strech Pique Polo Red – $12.00
Newport News: Skinny scrunch leg jean – $39.00
Vera Wang for Kohls (SimplyVera): Pleated Babydoll Top – $28.00
Kohls: Striped Shirt – $9.60
Converse Chuck Taylor: Multi-zip High Top Sneaker – $49.95
Target: Xhilaration Cargo Sling Tote in Dark Denim – $7.99
There’s so much. But I’m getting most of this stuff, and more! Whee, I love back-to-school shopping. And everyone’s having sales, and whatnot…Shopping is fun when it’s for me.
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