I wrote in my xanga from what feels like a very loooong time. But, in reality, it’s only been 8 months! Oh, how time drags, yet passes us all by at the same time.

“Friday, November 28, 2008

what blasphemy I am writing a new entry, as to keep my older self in the know of how I’ve changed. But really, I could just go to my wordpress blog. As it is now apparent to me, I have changed so much. I entered High School as a happy girl. You wouldn’t believe how happy. It was like I was a yellow, blue, green and red sun all at once,  that shines intensely everywhere. Now I find that the general atmosphere subdued me, and I feel rather like a Moon. I’m still brighter than the sea of unoriginality in which we swim, but on the same token, I am still the same color as them all. Example I give myself: I don’t act like an Asian wannabe, saying blasphemy like “gomen” and”kawaii” and spitting out korean as if I know the language. I still have my love for their cultures, though, just not as outward. I think that was for the better, bringing me back down to Earth from a cloud that I couldn’t seem to get off. But I am sad that I lost my innocence, my originality, my idifference to society… I still have them. actually, they’re all just lying 20,000 leagues under the sea.   Then again, everyone has changed. Change, change, change. A word the used to mean those extra dimes in my pocket that I could happily give to a hobo. I bet hobos appreciate change.

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Well, well, well. Xanga, Xanga, Xanga.